9.31am

It's been a while since I last blogged. Why? Wasn't in the writing mode I guess. I have tons to say, but as you know, if I am not in the mood or don't have the feeling to write it out, it's useless. I'm not a perfectionist but when it comes to writing, I want every single word to be felt. To be full with emotions. Every sentence has a deeper meaning than what it looks like. I dream to inspire, to be an inspiration through my words. Because to me, words, is one of the most powerful thing on earth. It conveys how one feels; be it anger, sadness, or even joy. It conveys a hidden message, a story. It is more than what it is. And how it is used is the hardest part of all. To use it to express emotions is the hardest of all. If one writes just to write, but not with any feeling, then the words will be as lifeless and meaningless as it can be.

This blog post, I want to dedicate to two good friends of mine, Ashley and Jiawei.
It is hard going through what you are going through because it involves your emotions, your heart and soul. When you like someone so much to that point, it hurts even if it's just a small matter. But when you guys see each other, your faces glow. It glows with happiness, one that is hard to find. A rare kind, why? Because you're in love. This warm glow that radiates out of you, is the rarest of all. If you were to throw this gift away just because of some external issue, it is truly a waste. You've been through so much more than other couples have been through and may even form a stronger bond compared to them. Not all joy is good. You need sadness and hurt to build a relationship. All the pain you felt shows how much you love each other. If you felt nothing at all, if you can easily let go, then it means you don't even care. But, you two really do care. I see your sulking faces every single day. Why? Because You two felt too much pain that you don't think there's hope for anything anymore. All because all this while you felt the pain, you think it'll last forever. Nothing lasts forever.

I know both parties are pissed at each other at some point because of some specific reasons. It's normal though. No one is perfect, even if they always make the same mistakes. Love them for who they are, mistakes and all. To love is the greatest gift of all. But to be loved is the most rare gift one can get. Because for once, cupid thinks that you are worthy of being loved. So do cherish each other.

<3 you guys tons!