I don't give a damn anymore

It's super freaking annoying. The fact that people around me are like, "How are you?" and when I tell them not fine, they'll just be.. ohhh.. ok.. I know it's curtesy and all but then look at this situation. The same guy asks another girl and she clearly says that she is OK. And yet, he gets soo worked up and worried about her. WHAT THE HECK?!

Another thing is, other people are obviously trying to show they are sick or purposely hurting themselves for attention and you actually fall for it? Hmmm.. seems reasonable to care right? BUT then you scolded me saying that she is sick, then how bout me? I've been having food poisoning for a few days and I didn't complain or even show anything. Do you give a damn about me? HECK NO. You just go.. Ohhhhh..

That's not the only thing. She asks you to go to college at 7 am on a holiday and you reluctantly agree, can't even say NO. But we all (the huge bunch of us) ask you to come over, you'll be like, I can't and all those other lame excuses that you say exist but actually does not exist at all. Either that or you'll be sooo super late. OR worse still, don't come at all. AND MAKE US WAIT.

I hate life at this moment now. It's kind of unfair.. But maybe because I'm of no importance to anyone at all, so that's what happens right.